The beginning - II

Life is your third teacher in life, don’t ask me first and second. Started my career in a company, where I got to know Archana. Beautiful name for a beautiful girl.. She impressed me from day one. Every thing she did used to catch my attention easily and I could never ignore whats going on. Mind tricks a lot and in my case its definitely true. My attention on her grew stronger and stronger. Everyone in office used to like her, I would say 50-50 would be the ratio. I used to hate the other 50 though.

A sight of her from my cubicle used to energise me and make me feel fresh. She was such a cute darling, I always wished if I could ever hug this girl. Truly a guys instinct, isn’t it?? But feelings apart I respect her for the thoughts and the outlook she brings and carries with her. Don’t have words to describe those unforgettable moments. Working there was fun and at the same time work was tedious and exhausting. Colleagues were nice and we used have frequent breaks. Together with colleagues we often visited near by shops to get something to munch on or have drinks. Archana was always on my mind no matter where she goes and whatever she used to do.

Few days passed and we have now started chattering with each other. Yahoo!!! Remember this giant hidden in 5 letters, capable of connecting people across the world. This gentleman brought a huge change here. I found her company really warm and full of enjoyment. We used to chat on Yahoo while on work and I must say it was fun. Understanding this girl was the tough part. I was totally divided. There were only question and answer exchange taking place between left and right part of the brain. Lot of agreement and disagreement was happening. What the hell? I didn’t like that at all and I dumped everything. This does not end here. I had to face this everyday. I was going crazy for this girl. Ohhh my goddddddddddddd. Why me god? Why me? Help me god. No answer from the space above and around me.

Enough of Godly spells and I need to work on something. I was loosing my focus on work. What else I need in life man? I am screwing myself for nothing. Is she thinking about me? Does she care for me? Why she is not responding to me today? Is she too busy with work? Is she not happy here? Does she already have a boy friend? Is she getting married or is there any marriage proposal for her? Why she is not eating today? What is keeping her occupied? Why she is not as happy as she was few days back? Blah.. Blah.. Blah..

Sounds crazy to me, what I was and what I will become if this continues. I desperately need a break from this place and from her thoughts now.

Let me stop right here. As more is yet to come.. So stay tuned until next time..

The beginning - I

Its rarely seen people sharing their personal life, specially when its about one's girlfriend, with the rest of the wonderful world that we are part of. God blessed us with this life and gave this body so that we could enjoy his heavenly creation in a peaceful and wise way. Cravings, sadness, happiness - to name a few, are all part of Lord's creation and we all go through these changes in life one or the other time.

"The beginning" as I mentioned in the title and name I gave to this blog is about my ex-girlfriend whom I... may be still love her... I don't have an answer as to why I dedicated this blog in her name. I am happily married to my wife and we both love each other a lot, but still somewhere I feel there is a space that needs to be filled. I never had this urge and desire to talk to her, despite being in the same country. I have lot of respect for this girl and I just wanted to write and share this with all of you because I strongly feel that one day that girl should read this. No offense I do not want to blame any one for what happened in our story.

So far boring na... must be thinking, what is this guy up to? I am up to you who else... hahahaha... bad joke. I will try something good next time. Till then keep reading this very interesting story of our love life.

This story begins in India. Me and Archana both were working in the same company. Both from the same field of technology i.e Software Engineer. Fortunately, we both landed our job in same city and same company in Chandigarh. She did just did her B-Tech and I completed my MCA. She was from a good family based out of a town in Varanasi and I was from a small town in Punjab. I hope this much is enough to know each other in the beginning. A happy beginning with just a name, qualification, job and place you belong to, short and sweet intro... isn't it? Never mind there is more to come, don't worry.

I would like to close it here and I would talk more about myself and her in my next post. So stay tuned...